I have a good question for Christians...?

I could never do it alone, but if that's God's will for me he will give me the courage to endure to the end. A great deal of strength comes from knowing that I'm certain to die no matter what, and I've already face a lot of my fears and endured a lot for God. My grandmother suffered for months from cancer in her throat. I would hope I could endure a few hours or days of torture as I prepare to die.